But oh, the thrill of it all~
Alright! So first day blew. HAHAHA. SECOND DAY THOUGH!
So I slept through spare. I woke up at 7:30, dad was like 'you're going in?!' Realizing I had like, 3 hours of sleep I went 'fuuuuuck no', and reset my alarm for 9:30. XDDDD People in vocals were like 'where were you? D=' I was just like 'er... sleeping? ^_^U '
Film studies makes me happy in oh-so-many ways. I mean, I don't need to take notes (although I do, cause I want to see if I can get over 100% in it >D ) I mean, we've heard all this stuff 3 times now. He won't even let us ANSWER cause we know it so well. And, no offense, but some of the people in my class are a little dense; half can't read properly. @-@ So the tests are easy, the movies are easy. We're doing Psycho right now, which made me laugh right off the bat with the opening soundtrack XD No clue why.
Lunch, I reorganised my time table. Physics is full -_- Who would have though 34 OTHER people wanted to take Physics in grade 12 University? o-O So I took grade 12 Drama, which is just... OMG Fun. I mean, we're all so comfortable with each other, and we're always laughing. I already know like, half the class cause we were in the same drama last year. So when I walked into the room, I got a round of 'CHELSEAAAAAAAAAAAA~!!!' as like, half of them assaulted me. It's like a happy family. If nothing else makes me happy in my life at this moment, the hour and a half of Drama makes up for it. I'm in a group doing a 9 word play with Brit, Becca and Shane, and it's a soap opera... kinda. Becca loves Shane, but shane doesn't love her. And I'm the maid, but I'm pregant with his baby. And Brit is like, an angsty girl who shane loves, but she wants nothing to do with him. And then Shane goes like, crazy, and we end in a three part harmony as Shane flaps around and screams like a pterodactyl.
NO I DON'T KNOW HOW WE MADE THAT UP. But it was / is WIN. And Forsey (teacher) was like, choose your groups! You need a group of four, with one grade 12, one grade 11 girl, and one grade 11 boy.' Brit like, TACKLED me, claiming I was hers XD And then I found myself beind hugged by Becca and Shane, and we were a group! XD Pretty kickass.
Oh, and did I mention that other than those three, Jessica, Lindsay and Brandon are in my class. UM, YES! <33333
And Tyler Bopp was just like '.... no fucking way.' then proceeded to try and sit on me. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Then I skipped 'grade 12 Guitar' cause I chose it simply cause I didn't care and don't want to go. I'm going to take a second spare and try correspondance Physics, if I can talk the principal into allowing me. I want it really bad, and if I want it bad enough, I know I'll get it ^^
Next semester, btw? Creative writing, World history, and theatre. HAHAHAHA. I rock.
Also? McFarlane came to me today and asked me to be back in the band. I think I'm going to agree, simply because I miss my saxophone so so dearly.
Drama aside, I'm really really sorry to anyone who's been near me, especially at night recently, and especially Kyle XD I've kiiiinda maybe possibly lost control of what I think sometimes now, and I have reasons, but noen that I can say here without sounding completely mental. HAHAHA. Although, I was talking to Alisha today, and she was like 'felt like joining your little social group you have here' Which was me, getting a drink at the cooler. And I was like 'er... I might not be the best choice, since I'm, you know, generally considered crazy.' And she told me that's what made me me. XD I was like 'er.... great.'
But yes. I know my problems mostly, it's just a matter of sorting them out, and getting the help I need. Er... if I want help? Maybe I don't? i dunno, long story there too XD My mom thinks I'm just being a normal teen, which could be understandable, but... since when have I ever been normal? XD
So yes. I'm sorry for anyone who comes into contact with me, either in the past or future or present, as I'll be some time sorting things out anyways. It's probably just a stage in life. ^___^
This is just going to be my playlist! ^___^ I'm really bored and feel like posting them all. X3
I'm a bitch (Meredith Brooks?)
Yesterday I cried, must have been relieved to see the softer side
Brighter than Sunshine (Aqualung)
Let the rain fall, I don't care; I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
I'm in Heaven When You Kiss Me (ATC)
Take me with you back to Wonderland
So Magical (ATC)
Take my hand, make me whole
When You're Gone (Avril Lavigne)
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
I Miss You (Blink 182)
Hello there, Angel from my Nightmare
Karma of the Heart (Bump of Chicken)
....I don't know Japanese >_> It just sounds bouncy and fun
Truly Madly Deeply Remix (Cascada)
I want to lay like this forever, until the sky falls down on me
Everytime We Touch ( Cascada)
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why; without you it's hard to survive
Welcome Home (Coheed and Cambria)
But if you really loved me, you would have endured my world
Viva la Vida! (Coldplay)
The old king is dead, long live the king~
Violet Hill (Coldplay)
If you love me, won't you let me know
Teasing the Please (Cute is What We Aim For)
I'm selfish as selfish comes
Stolen (Dashboard Confessional)
Another sun soaked season fades away
Crash Into Me (Dave Matthews Band)
Sweet like candy to my soul; sweet you rock and sweet you roll
Theme Song (Cybersix)
But deep in my heart, I feel love so alive; In the depths of my soul I know we will survive
(Honestly, did ANYONE else watch this show or read it? it totally ROCKED)
Save Tonight (Eagle Eyed Cherry)
You and me and a bottle of wine~
So Close (Enchanted)
Lets go on dreaming for we know we are so close, and still so far
www.youtube.com/watch
Somebody's Me (Enrique Iglasias)
Do you remember me?
Going Under (Evanescence)
And you still won't hear me going under
Dead on Arrival (Fall Out Boy)
Hope is the last time, cause I never say no to you~
XO (Fall Out Boy)
Choose love or sympathy, but never both
I'll Be (Goo Goo Dolls)
The strands in your eyes that colour them wonderful; stop me, steal my breath
Let Love In (Goo Goo Dolls)
But I know you're so much more
My Only love (Jennifer Love Hewitt-Sailor Moon OST)
Now we both know - the secret bared, the feelings show
Crush (Jennifer Paige)
Just a little crush; not like I faint everytime we touch
Hot N' Cold (Katy Perry)
You PMS like a bitch, I would know
Long Shot (Katy Perry)
It's a long shot, but I say why not?
One of the Boys (Katy Perry)
I can belch the alphabet, just double dog dare me~
Never Again (Kelly Clarkson)
A trophy wife - oh how cute. Ignorance is bliss
Breaking the Habit (Linkin Park)
I don't know how I got this way, I kow it's not alright
Say (Low Level Flight)
And I'll say that I don't miss you
The Everglow (Mae)
So be here by my side and watch the stars; they're ours.
We're So Far Away (Mae)
And where to begin, throwing caution to the wind
Wake Up Call (Maroon 5)
I live on raw emotion, baby
Smooth Criminal (Michael Jackson)
You've been hit by a smooth criminal~
Beat It (Michael Jackson)
No one likes to be defeated
Unwritten (Natasha Beddingfield)
Release your inhibitions
King of Wishful Thinking (New Found Glory)
I'll get over you, I know I will; I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
What's Left of Me (Nick Lachey)
Watch my life pass me by in the rear view mirror
Love and Memories (O.A.R.)
Love me faster than the devil; run me straight into the ground
I Write Sins Not Tragedies (Panic! at the Disco)
Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?
There's a Good Reason These Tables are Numbered (P!atD)
Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer? Never looked better and you can't stand it.
Emergency (Paramore)
I've seen love die way to many times when it deserved to be alive
Never Let This Go (Paramore)
And never will I have to answer again to anyone
I Am a Pirate, You Are a Princess (PlayRadioPlay)
We could sail the seven seas
Jello (PlayRadioPlay)
We're just little kids on the city streets
Time After Time (Quietdrive)
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick and think of you
The Good Left Undone (Rise Against)
All because of you, I haven't slept in so long
Power of Love (Sailor Moon OST)
It gives meaning to each moment, it's what our hearts are all made of <3
Fairytale (Sarah Bareilles)
Once upon a time in a far away kingdom, man made up a story, said that I should believe him
Cry For You (September)
I'll never see you again
Satellites (September)
Even an angel can end up crawling
Until I die (September)
I'll live until the day I die
Kiss Me (Sixpence None the Richer)
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Falling Inside the Black (Skillet)
Don't leave me, it's so cold
Holler (Spice Girls)
I wanna make you holler and hear you scream my name
Viva Forever (Spice Girl)
Do you still remember every whispered word; the touch of your skin gave a life from within like a love song never heard
Sweet Tangerine (Hush Sound)
Will you please come back to me?
Wine Red (Hush Sound)
This chaos, this calamity, this garden once was perfect, give your immortality to me.
Face Down (Red Jumpsuit Apparatus)
Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Final Distance Remix (Utada Hikaru)
Once again. Me no speaketh the language. it's just a fun song
Even Angels Fall (Vanessa Carlton)
You found hope, you found faith, found how fast she could take it away
Everything You Want (Vertical Horizon)
He says all the right things at exactly the right time, but he means nothing to you and you don't know why
So I slept through spare. I woke up at 7:30, dad was like 'you're going in?!' Realizing I had like, 3 hours of sleep I went 'fuuuuuck no', and reset my alarm for 9:30. XDDDD People in vocals were like 'where were you? D=' I was just like 'er... sleeping? ^_^U '
Film studies makes me happy in oh-so-many ways. I mean, I don't need to take notes (although I do, cause I want to see if I can get over 100% in it >D ) I mean, we've heard all this stuff 3 times now. He won't even let us ANSWER cause we know it so well. And, no offense, but some of the people in my class are a little dense; half can't read properly. @-@ So the tests are easy, the movies are easy. We're doing Psycho right now, which made me laugh right off the bat with the opening soundtrack XD No clue why.
Lunch, I reorganised my time table. Physics is full -_- Who would have though 34 OTHER people wanted to take Physics in grade 12 University? o-O So I took grade 12 Drama, which is just... OMG Fun. I mean, we're all so comfortable with each other, and we're always laughing. I already know like, half the class cause we were in the same drama last year. So when I walked into the room, I got a round of 'CHELSEAAAAAAAAAAAA~!!!' as like, half of them assaulted me. It's like a happy family. If nothing else makes me happy in my life at this moment, the hour and a half of Drama makes up for it. I'm in a group doing a 9 word play with Brit, Becca and Shane, and it's a soap opera... kinda. Becca loves Shane, but shane doesn't love her. And I'm the maid, but I'm pregant with his baby. And Brit is like, an angsty girl who shane loves, but she wants nothing to do with him. And then Shane goes like, crazy, and we end in a three part harmony as Shane flaps around and screams like a pterodactyl.
NO I DON'T KNOW HOW WE MADE THAT UP. But it was / is WIN. And Forsey (teacher) was like, choose your groups! You need a group of four, with one grade 12, one grade 11 girl, and one grade 11 boy.' Brit like, TACKLED me, claiming I was hers XD And then I found myself beind hugged by Becca and Shane, and we were a group! XD Pretty kickass.
Oh, and did I mention that other than those three, Jessica, Lindsay and Brandon are in my class. UM, YES! <33333
And Tyler Bopp was just like '.... no fucking way.' then proceeded to try and sit on me. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Then I skipped 'grade 12 Guitar' cause I chose it simply cause I didn't care and don't want to go. I'm going to take a second spare and try correspondance Physics, if I can talk the principal into allowing me. I want it really bad, and if I want it bad enough, I know I'll get it ^^
Next semester, btw? Creative writing, World history, and theatre. HAHAHAHA. I rock.
Also? McFarlane came to me today and asked me to be back in the band. I think I'm going to agree, simply because I miss my saxophone so so dearly.
Drama aside, I'm really really sorry to anyone who's been near me, especially at night recently, and especially Kyle XD I've kiiiinda maybe possibly lost control of what I think sometimes now, and I have reasons, but noen that I can say here without sounding completely mental. HAHAHA. Although, I was talking to Alisha today, and she was like 'felt like joining your little social group you have here' Which was me, getting a drink at the cooler. And I was like 'er... I might not be the best choice, since I'm, you know, generally considered crazy.' And she told me that's what made me me. XD I was like 'er.... great.'
But yes. I know my problems mostly, it's just a matter of sorting them out, and getting the help I need. Er... if I want help? Maybe I don't? i dunno, long story there too XD My mom thinks I'm just being a normal teen, which could be understandable, but... since when have I ever been normal? XD
So yes. I'm sorry for anyone who comes into contact with me, either in the past or future or present, as I'll be some time sorting things out anyways. It's probably just a stage in life. ^___^
This is just going to be my playlist! ^___^ I'm really bored and feel like posting them all. X3
I'm a bitch (Meredith Brooks?)
Yesterday I cried, must have been relieved to see the softer side
Brighter than Sunshine (Aqualung)
Let the rain fall, I don't care; I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
I'm in Heaven When You Kiss Me (ATC)
Take me with you back to Wonderland
So Magical (ATC)
Take my hand, make me whole
When You're Gone (Avril Lavigne)
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
I Miss You (Blink 182)
Hello there, Angel from my Nightmare
Karma of the Heart (Bump of Chicken)
....I don't know Japanese >_> It just sounds bouncy and fun
Truly Madly Deeply Remix (Cascada)
I want to lay like this forever, until the sky falls down on me
Everytime We Touch ( Cascada)
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why; without you it's hard to survive
Welcome Home (Coheed and Cambria)
But if you really loved me, you would have endured my world
Viva la Vida! (Coldplay)
The old king is dead, long live the king~
Violet Hill (Coldplay)
If you love me, won't you let me know
Teasing the Please (Cute is What We Aim For)
I'm selfish as selfish comes
Stolen (Dashboard Confessional)
Another sun soaked season fades away
Crash Into Me (Dave Matthews Band)
Sweet like candy to my soul; sweet you rock and sweet you roll
Theme Song (Cybersix)
But deep in my heart, I feel love so alive; In the depths of my soul I know we will survive
(Honestly, did ANYONE else watch this show or read it? it totally ROCKED)
Save Tonight (Eagle Eyed Cherry)
You and me and a bottle of wine~
So Close (Enchanted)
Lets go on dreaming for we know we are so close, and still so far
www.youtube.com/watch
Somebody's Me (Enrique Iglasias)
Do you remember me?
Going Under (Evanescence)
And you still won't hear me going under
Dead on Arrival (Fall Out Boy)
Hope is the last time, cause I never say no to you~
XO (Fall Out Boy)
Choose love or sympathy, but never both
I'll Be (Goo Goo Dolls)
The strands in your eyes that colour them wonderful; stop me, steal my breath
Let Love In (Goo Goo Dolls)
But I know you're so much more
My Only love (Jennifer Love Hewitt-Sailor Moon OST)
Now we both know - the secret bared, the feelings show
Crush (Jennifer Paige)
Just a little crush; not like I faint everytime we touch
Hot N' Cold (Katy Perry)
You PMS like a bitch, I would know
Long Shot (Katy Perry)
It's a long shot, but I say why not?
One of the Boys (Katy Perry)
I can belch the alphabet, just double dog dare me~
Never Again (Kelly Clarkson)
A trophy wife - oh how cute. Ignorance is bliss
Breaking the Habit (Linkin Park)
I don't know how I got this way, I kow it's not alright
Say (Low Level Flight)
And I'll say that I don't miss you
The Everglow (Mae)
So be here by my side and watch the stars; they're ours.
We're So Far Away (Mae)
And where to begin, throwing caution to the wind
Wake Up Call (Maroon 5)
I live on raw emotion, baby
Smooth Criminal (Michael Jackson)
You've been hit by a smooth criminal~
Beat It (Michael Jackson)
No one likes to be defeated
Unwritten (Natasha Beddingfield)
Release your inhibitions
King of Wishful Thinking (New Found Glory)
I'll get over you, I know I will; I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
What's Left of Me (Nick Lachey)
Watch my life pass me by in the rear view mirror
Love and Memories (O.A.R.)
Love me faster than the devil; run me straight into the ground
I Write Sins Not Tragedies (Panic! at the Disco)
Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?
There's a Good Reason These Tables are Numbered (P!atD)
Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer? Never looked better and you can't stand it.
Emergency (Paramore)
I've seen love die way to many times when it deserved to be alive
Never Let This Go (Paramore)
And never will I have to answer again to anyone
I Am a Pirate, You Are a Princess (PlayRadioPlay)
We could sail the seven seas
Jello (PlayRadioPlay)
We're just little kids on the city streets
Time After Time (Quietdrive)
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick and think of you
The Good Left Undone (Rise Against)
All because of you, I haven't slept in so long
Power of Love (Sailor Moon OST)
It gives meaning to each moment, it's what our hearts are all made of <3
Fairytale (Sarah Bareilles)
Once upon a time in a far away kingdom, man made up a story, said that I should believe him
Cry For You (September)
I'll never see you again
Satellites (September)
Even an angel can end up crawling
Until I die (September)
I'll live until the day I die
Kiss Me (Sixpence None the Richer)
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Falling Inside the Black (Skillet)
Don't leave me, it's so cold
Holler (Spice Girls)
I wanna make you holler and hear you scream my name
Viva Forever (Spice Girl)
Do you still remember every whispered word; the touch of your skin gave a life from within like a love song never heard
Sweet Tangerine (Hush Sound)
Will you please come back to me?
Wine Red (Hush Sound)
This chaos, this calamity, this garden once was perfect, give your immortality to me.
Face Down (Red Jumpsuit Apparatus)
Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Final Distance Remix (Utada Hikaru)
Once again. Me no speaketh the language. it's just a fun song
Even Angels Fall (Vanessa Carlton)
You found hope, you found faith, found how fast she could take it away
Everything You Want (Vertical Horizon)
He says all the right things at exactly the right time, but he means nothing to you and you don't know why
EDIT: BEST. RINGTONE. EVER. *Dying of laughter*
'Hello, this is Alfred. You have reached the Batphone. For robberies, press one. To pay your Batfees by Bat-pal, press 2. For complaints, press 3, not that you lot have anything to complain about. I mean, really. Here's batman, out 24/7 saving your asses, and all you can do is BLOODY BITCH ABOUT IT-- *BEEP!*'

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